Certain words trigger the thoughts, sometimes there's no trigger that I know of. I just have evil thoughts. I call it evil, because they aren't edifying to anyone but me...and not in a good way.
I get so frustrated because I have no control over it. Those thoughts don't happen when I'm doing something like playing guitar, or going to the bathroom, nope these thoughts only happen when I'm at church, or men's group, or praying, or during intimacy.
I wish I could be free of those thoughts.
I wish I could be free of the guilt they cause.
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Psalm chapter 32 and 51. Satan is trying to separate you. As long as you feel guilt and keep those thoughts secret, they will control you. Confession of thoughts to accountability partners and spouse bring about forgiveness and clarity.
My justification for the guilt is that I don't want the thoughts to go unchecked and become aloof to their possible implication on my life...I guess that's why it's so insidious!
Awesome passages.
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